To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold, Utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"? I see your picture. I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, But already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

I miss Sansa and Zorak, despite all the bad that Zorak has caused since he lost it.

I left to find something to help bring Zor back down to Earth, and now I'm on my way home again because there's no more need to do that.

I'll admit I cried for a little while when I got the charm I gave Zor, and a letter, from a traveling postman.

He died, Zor. Probably his own powers getting the better of him, but all the same he's dead and my only stop before I return home to Sansa and my foster parents is to see his father and tell him the news.

It's only fair. But it hurts so much. He was my brother, and now he's gone.

Sorry Zor, I couldn't save you.


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Sunday, June 10, 2007

I...

I heard the most awful...


No.

Zorak wouldn't help anyone kidnap someone's kid. He wouldn't.

I won't believe it. Not Zorak. He's a good person. I know he is. He wouldn't hurt anyone. He wouldn't.

He got weird after he met that woman... That woman from the whore house...

I don't remember what he said her name was. No maybe it was before that. When he got his powers.

Oh please. Zor... Don't have let it gone to your head.


He's lost it.

I've got to do something, or he's going to destroy himself before he even gets close to what he wants to do. He wanted me to help him and I wouldn't do it.

It was hard. He's practically my brother. He is my brother. I feel sick. Part of me feels like I should have just said yes. But the greater, smarter part of me knows that I made the right decision. I hope.

I heard a woman talking about a book that had some helpful magic items in it. If I can't beat him with myself alone I'm going to need help from his own field.

I won't let you do this Zor.


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