To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold, Utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"? I see your picture. I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, But already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Look at what you've done to me, you've become my enemy. Poisoning the world for me, take away my everything, weakened as I am.

I proposed to Sansa. I was a Squire to the Knights of Legend, though I don't know if I am anymore. I backed down, but Minako doesn't seem to want to give up on me. I just don't know if I want to be a part of something like that. I knew they weren't all that they were cracked up to be, but Sir Ransom gave me hope that not all of the Knights were arrogant, pigheaded.. Well, jerks.

I don't know. I need time to think. I'm not ready for these kinds of decisions.

But I proposed to Sansa. That, at this point, is the most important thing that's happened to me. I love her, I trust her, she's my world. I'll do anything for her. I worry about her but I trust her.

I need to talk to someone. I don't have anyone to talk to, but I need someone. I can't go to Lady Minako about this, she won't understand. Sir Ransom isn't around. He's been gone for.. I don't know. But he's been gone. Sansa I'll talk to, I can't keep this a secret from her, but she isn't going to be able to help me. I don't want to do this alone, but I don't want her involved.

I was sad when Zorak died. I had felt like I'd lost a huge piece of my soul, he'll always be my brother, I can't change how I feel, and that isn't going to make what I have to do any easier. Somewhere along the way he came back. I don't know how. I need to find out who, and why. I feel like I'm part of someone's sick, twisted joke. When he came up to me last night I thought I was going to be sick.

And then his mysterious brother that's come out of nowhere. I think it's time I hunt him down and find out what exactly is going on.

I'll kill Zorak. And if I have to I'll kill Zolak, too, should he decide to get in my way. This is going to end.

I need help.


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