To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold, Utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"? I see your picture. I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, But already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you.

Friday, October 12, 2007

When I was younger I remember watching Lord of the Rings with Zorak and his mom and dad once.

I remember Gandalf saying to Frodo, 'Keep it secret. Keep it safe.' And now it's funny because I'm taking a fictional character's advice too.

Though, a year ago who'd have thought I'd be living this kind of life.

I don't even know how it happened. I can barely remember anymore. It's like I'm living in a dream and I'm going to wake up.

Parts of it I want to wake up from. Zorak and me, this whole situation... I'd love to wake up from it.

Being adopted? Nah. I liked that feeling. I mean it's not like they officially adopted me, but I felt like I belonged somewhere.

Sansa? No. I'd never want to wake up from that. She's the most amazing person ever. She's.. She's like my whole world. She's strong, and I know I don't give her the credit she deserves but she is. She's smart. She's got class. She's..

Well she's just the most wonderful person in the whole world. And I know I don't deserve her. And I know she puts up a lot from me. I love her and I'd give the world for her if she asked me to, she's been wonderful.

I'm working to become more of the kind of person she deserves.




I feel like I'm a hero living in a comic book. Isn't that so weird? What would they think about me now.

Posted by Lucas Wylder at 10:20 AM 1 .spoke.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

They're stalking me. Zorak and his screwed up brother are stalking me. They're everywhere I go, they're even in our house. Zolak. That's his name. He's worse than Zorak. I can't stop them if I can't see them, they use that stupid magic, they're always invisible. He was in the HOUSE.

Then again I can never tell which is which.. They laugh differently, I guess that helps.

They don't really seem to bother Sansa. I'm glad for that. But they won't stop torturing me. And Zolak asked about the harp.

I need to find it now. Absolutely need to find it.

Posted by Lucas Wylder at 2:45 PM 0 .spoke.